"Day after day I sit here in the same spot waiting for someone to notice. Do you know how it is to feel like you are a hollow, worthless, meaningful being in a world of truly repulsive humans? If you saw me in a room of people you probably could not spot me, for we fellow depressed know how to tame the monster in which takes over and sucks the life out of us. Another day passed, another smile faked. It gets to the point where I don’t even want to know what happiness tastes like. What if i finally get to taste it and the monster takes it away forever? I continue to hide the monster, and teach it how to disguise itself as a happy girl who laughs and smiles. You think you know me? NO. I’m a walking costume that wears what i want people to see. I fear that when people get intact with my monster, they will try to kill it, but my monster does not go down without a fight. Well, i’m going to do what i feel is more elementary. I will keep my little act on. After all i wouldn’t want to disappoint the audience."










